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got in full drag and performed being terrified in a spooky mansion. felt good to scream. wanted to qualify for a workshop that would help grow me as an artist.
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i keep having these dreams where im in drag (but not always that well put together tbh) i feel like i wanna know more about what my body might find healing in doing that??

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i was at the frontlines of some war that also sparked the creation of several music genres. jc was helping destroy the enemy with hard shelled bugs and good aim. when i returned there was joy that the cats at my old place were playing together, then sadness that theyd soon be apart. [redacted] was there and the feelings were bittersweet.

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I was in the house I grew up in, and my whole family was getting ready for a wedding that was gonna happen. I couldn't decide which fit would look the best (I had a pair of really comfy jelly platforms in turquoise but they didnt go with any of my dresses, which were all red. my black attire i didnt feel excited to wear either). i was upset with myself for not packing more options... there were gonna be beautiful drag artists there and I wanted to at least feel put together!!

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i was walking with some cutie that got my heart jumping. it was sunset, which got the sky looking a vibrant purple hue among the clouds. me and the cutie climbed an iron fence to get up high and watch, and right when we gazed at the sky at the same time, we both realized how the earth was moving and not the sun. the sun appeared to do some dip motion as we felt the apex of the turn.

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while walking back to my dorm (i was in a single by myself) i kept touching their hand out of giddiness and they joked 'lol like we're watching a movie or something'. i was a little embarrassed lol. in the dorm we chatted and talked about recent dreams we had had, i talked about 1 where i had sex. they said theyd been thinking bout moving to the city for more adventures then they got snuggly and asked to give me head, and i said yes but lemme use the bathroom first!

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I never finished this but i still remember i went to the bathroom in this dorm place which had two gendered doors so i chose one randomly and quickly realized they led to the same room through a roundabout series of doors? and one swang open and this old guy looked at me and said smth like 'ur in the wrong room' and im like buddy i have seen 4 different genders just walking here i dont really think anyone gives a shit but i sat on the toilet and scrambled to the toilet irl b4 pisn myslf

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my college acappella group called me to ask me to come back for a tour. i was confused but suddenly i was w them all at a restaurant. there was a live guitarest there playing some metal song and then everyone at the table i was sitting at was taking turns trying to do their best punk rock scream. i went last and mine came out more a long loud yell than a scream and then i woke up

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i played hades before bed tonight so this mornings dreams were all about making decisions on what skills on myself to upgrade. also my family was there with me and while I wanted to finish the BotW-type game, they wanted to have fun together and I was feeling left out. I woke up right after someone screamed, maybe it was me yelling

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My brother and some other folks went to see a movie. He had just adopted j*j* the cat who got away from us. we had to go find her and she had strayed into some random girl's dorm room. I didnt wanna enter even tho the lights were all on bc i think she was asleep?

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this ones a wild one. A partner and I were late to some school orientation, didn't have laptops registered. Russian instructor was registering us but then seemingly had to sacrifice himself bc the main computer system was gonna blow up? I was dramatic like 'say hi to Misha for me' (referring to an gymnastics coach I used to have that passed away?) and then there was explosion. Turns out he didn't die and I only found out AFTER the parade of drag performers around a large mansion hall.

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shopping in a bookstore, my friend decides to film me and our other high school buds while inside. we end up leaving our asses off over something silly and the vid is uploaded to tumblr where it gets kinda popular? we leave the store and get to my car which is a large SUV but there's a real fucked up back left tire. my aunt and lola take a different car home, and after driving a sec i ask my dad to turn the car around... (cont)

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... i go back to the store to get a comic my friend said is based off of our friends, but find my some of my old spiral bound journals for sale. j get possessive over the journals for a second, but realize someone else has also drawn and created in them. i realize theyre not just mine and leave the cut up jourmals. i do walk out w the comic, which is kinda a.coming out story but w anthropomorphic animal characters

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my whole family was on a cruise ship vacation my mom had planned. chaotic. my brother tried to help me put my contact in but ended up breaking it bc he dropped it several times. i was trying to tell him his overenthusiasm was toxic bc i didnt feel listened to. left the room finally w/o being able to see very well. had to get covid tested and was suddenly guilty for not wearing mask. watched an old college group perform at the ship too which was kinda nice. family drama aboard as well

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this last dream ended up feeling like it came true in some respect -- broke jc's glasses due to some overenthusiasm. thankfully he was able to put them back together but in that brief moment i was feeling the cosmic weight of what i'd done.

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at a conference for TW (old employer), they announced everyone was let go except for 1 person (pinay woman?) who'd be making $8mil. find out they mean to kill all old employees, so i set out to escape. find me flying and rushing past auto droids trying to shoot me, getting powerups and trying to convince others to escape as well. felt like fun flying and it also felt more like swimming than anything.

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saw someone fall from a 5-story window into a lake that quickly froze over. i ended up reaching into the lake and grabbing his laptop and his car keys, giving em to my dad so he could drive us to school. had first day of senior year high school vibes, looking around for where classes were, connecting w friends etc. got sent to call home by my last teacher of the day. school connected to safeway, so walked to ice cream aisle so i didnt have to call home. bell rang and i exited, n woke up
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